Friday, July 18, 2008

My Final Statement

All in all this has been grand. I loved doing Digital Media - A LOT.

I will miss Miss T, I'll miss the girls (and Kyle), and most of all, I'll miss getting paid to do something I enjoy.

I hate goodbyes... and in essence this is what it is. Yes, there are two more weeks of WIA, but not in Digital Media for me. I'ma CRY!

I hate goodbyes!

I already miss the laughs, miss the fun. We're being split up... Ah, tis such sorrow!

Oh, well. Life moves on.

My last words, my last request is this;

Don't forget your towel. (HHGTTG Excerpt)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

If I had $1,000,000 ( If I had a million dollars ) I'd buy you a fur coat (BUT not a real fur coat- that's cruel)

If I had a million dollars I would -

  • Pay off my Grampa and Uncle's bills
  • Move out
  • Get a small townhouse on a small plot of land and pay it off
  • Decorate said house sparingly, but tastefully
  • Pay all the money I owe off
  • And place the rest in the bank in a high interest account

My Grampa barely gets the money he deserves. His pension is meager, and most of the time he only gets a hundred dollars or so a month after bills even though he worked at GM for 24 years and some odd months of his life. It isn't fair. He deserves better.

My Uncle has paid a lot of money for me, and I really think he deserves to be Scott free too.

I need to move out of my mother's house and establish my Independence. I cannot be treated like an invalid anymore. I can't. I may not be a legal adult yet ( a few more months!! ), but I have been through a whole lot and I deserve to be my own person. I'm 16 going on 40.

I have always wanted a place of my own. Not too big, not too small. Something vaguely Victorian maybe. I want a red room for sure- walls deep scarlet, red soft furniture, trimmed in crimson and sensual. I love the color red and I want that to reflect in at least one of the rooms I have.

I want a place I can ALWAYS call my own. I want to have it paid off and all mine for EVERS. I can deal with land taxes and such, but I want the house itself and the place it sits to be mine.

Whatever is left after all of that, I want to put in a high yield savings account, so I can keep it for me and my family, my child and future children. I want to have something for the fruit of my loins.

I apologise

I know a lot of my posts have been short, and I do apologise for that. I never meant it to be that way, in fact, being one of literary aspirations I would have like to have wrote more.

I just have a very hard time writing about something I am told to. I like to let the creativity flow like a river from my Spirit, but as of late, that too has stopped. I have had some personal drama that I will not get into pop up and it has vampirically sapped all my creativity from me.
Again, I am terribly sorry.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

One Fish, Two Fish

I have learned a bit in WIA, including better patience, and a little more people skills if you will. I used to be really introverted and keep to myself, but now I talk -a wee bit- to others. (really, I talk all the time)
I like working with Photoshop and Image maker and Page Maker. I'm learning more about those too.
Like I have said before- I love this program.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

My Importance...

I am important?
Am I really???
I am creative, funny, amusing as all crap. I guess I just add to the wackiness of things and don't let people get caught up in things. I try and lighten the mood, ya know?
I'm comic relief.

Most likely to ___________after graduating.

How do I want to be remembered in the yearbook? Jeez, that's a hard one (sarcasm).

Probably as the weird smart kid. I'm real cool with that. I'd rather be the nerd than a jock. I want to grow and become a lawyer, or something equally awesome rather than a burger flipper for McDonald's.

I like music- I can sing, I'm a song addict and a lyric monster. Maybe I can be the weirdo metal-head girl?

I guess it doesn't matter- In 20 years, no one's gonna care.

Monday, July 14, 2008

One week down...

I have survived the first week of the WIA summer program. To be honest, it is not that much of an achievement considering I have had superb fun.
This is such a great opportunity. I have had more fun in the last week than I have in a long time. I cannot express the lightness, the happiness. I know I sound REALLY cheesy- but that's fine. I like it.
Cheese away!